it might jus be another day.


sometimes life gets too tiring.i wonder whether i ever lived today at all?
i was really tired after so many things been going on. the dogsss. yang. school. everything. my sister was really crappy. had such a time getting along with her today. i seriously dont know wats wrong with her. maybe i refused to go shopping with her. haix. i would if i had the energy!


yest was studying at the library. and i glad i make the first step in working hard. and sometimes i just drift away and wonder how much fun and pleasure we could have instead of burrying my head into these books. but a level is just few mths away. i reaally should make an effort now! like what mrs wee had said.. urgently need to focus on studies -_- hmm..


was watching the superstars replay since i didnt get to watch leon's performance that day. and this time round, he did his best and really his singing has improve so greatly and i just see such a great change in him compared to the past. really wasted that he didnt get in. but i guess he has win the hearts of many. and i felt really sad la. not just sad for a friend but really reckon the qualities of his singing. and not just me but many ppl have came to share their comments abt him etc.


i'm so stressed up now. i want to go out badly. but i feel such a huge stone in my heart all these pressures. even when i'm swimming i dont feel free at all. i hope next week we'll stick to our study plan.please! i need the drive!